Power Of Meditation

Power Of Meditation

I was giving a meditation class in Budapest, which about 25 people were attending. A few seekers came late, and among them was a gentleman who appeared to be drunk. After a while he stood up and started preaching about Jesus. I told him that he was right and that Sri Chinmoy highly revered Jesus. He insisted on coming to the front and would not go back. A few people went up to escort him out, at which point he started showing off his muscles. A couple more people went up, and I felt that the situation was getting out of control. The man said that if anybody went close to him, he would hit them—and that only I was allowed to go to him. "Good God, why me?" was my first thought. I felt that anything could happen and perhaps this would be my final moment. I was flooded with fear. It was a terrible feeling, and I decided that I didn't want to feel this any more. If I had to die, at least I wanted to die feeling love. I opened up my heart and immediately the fear was washed away by waves of love and peace. I completely gave myself to God and asked that His Will be done as I stepped up to the man. Suddenly the man started crying, knelt down in front of me and kissed my hand. He had turned into a crying little boy. I stood him up and brought him outside, while I gratefully thanked Guru's guidance for taking care of the situation. The seekers said they had read about the power of meditation from Guru, but they had never thought it could really be capable of conquering madness. Several seekers wanted to become disciples after the talk.

Andrea (Budapest)

Potent Dream

Potent Dream

Several years ago I had a very potent dream in which my brother was in an explosion and was either very seriously maimed or killed. I could feel my soul running frantically to Sri Chinmoy in the dream, to ask him to help my brother. Time passed and I forgot about the dream. One day a few months later, I was speaking with my parents who were discussing my brother's upcoming trip to Beirut with the American Ambassador. They were going to see how the Beirut Embassy had secured the premises after the Marine barracks were bombed earlier that year, with many deaths. Two days later it came across the newswire that a truck-bomb had driven up to the front of the American Embassy in Beirut and exploded, wounding the Ambassador and killing the Security Officer who was with him. Assuming it was my brother who had been killed, I called my parents again. They said that an hour and a half before the plane left for Beirut, my brother had been pulled from the flight and sent to Baghdad. It was two days before the outbreak of the Iran-Iraq War. The Officer who replaced my brother had been killed. I feel that Guru had saved my brother's life by making him responsible for evacuating the European Ambassadors from Iraq through the sewer system of Baghdad!

Chayanika (New York)

No Explanation

No Explanation

I am a nurse who teaches fire safety in the home. Last August Sri Chinmoy accepted me as a disciple, but I was so sick I had an oxygen tent at my bedside going all night. Oxygen makes everything more flammable, and any spark or flame will turn into a raging fire within seconds. I lit two candles in blue glass candleholders, and I also lit some incense in a separate burner, with a plate to catch any ashes. The oxygen was on. I awoke twelve hours later. The fire was out. A superficial glance revealed a small hole in the cloth where the incense had dropped and started to burn. It was black all around, but it was out. Also, the candleholders appeared to be absolutely clean—no drops of wax, no candles, no wicks. When I came home from work, I looked closer and realised the glass of the candleholders was completely cracked and I had to throw them away. This was a miracle. I should have burned to death. The entire apartment should have gone up in flames within two minutes. I can give you no explanation, except for God's grace.

Marilyn (New York)

Inwardly Watching Over Me

Inwardly Watching Over Me

A few years ago I worked in an office building in downtown Orlando, Florida. One Friday shortly before Christmas, I left work a bit early because my wife Elaine and I planned to drive to Miami that evening for a weekend. After waiting for the signal, I began walking my bicycle across the street. Suddenly a Ford Explorer coming quickly from the opposite direction turned left and hit me in the crosswalk. The bike and I both went flying ten or fifteen feet, and I landed face down on the asphalt. In an instant I jumped up, grabbed my bent, scratched glasses off the pavement and screamed, "You idiot!" at the lady who had leaped out of the SUV. She was crying and saying, "I'm so sorry" over and over. Almost immediately I felt sorry for her and guilty for not behaving properly, and I apologised for yelling at her. Someone had called an ambulance, and the paramedics checked me out. They were amazed that they couldn't find anything wrong with me beyond a black eye and assorted bruises and scrapes. When I finally got home a couple of hours late, Elaine was obviously annoyed. "Where have you been?" she asked. "Now we won't get to Miami until two in the morning!" Then she noticed my face and asked, "What happened to you?" I was ready with my best excuse ever. "I got hit by a truck," I said matter-of-factly. Then we headed for Miami. When I went to my doctor on Monday, he couldn't believe I had no serious injuries. The X-rays showed nothing at all. Outwardly, Sri Chinmoy was in Guatemala. But inwardly, he was watching over me in America.

David (Orlando)

Immense Feeling

Immense Feeling

I have been working in New York at the Oneness-Fountain-Heart restaurant since November of last year and therefore was away from my family during Christmas. On Christmas Day I was at work when, at some point during the afternoon, an immense feeling of grief came over me concerning my parents. It wasn't at all a sentimental feeling, but rather one based on a feeling of loss. It was as though they were no longer alive! This feeling stayed with me for the rest of the afternoon and I remember sharing my predicament with a co-worker who had noticed that I was quite shaken. Along with this state came waves of regret for not having shown my parents enough love and gratitude while they were alive. The depth of this emotion was also one which I had never experienced before. The following day I received a telephone call from my sister in Australia. I told her about my experience and, amazed, she began telling me that our parents had in fact, been in a potentially fatal accident on that same day. As they were driving along a busy highway towards the coast in wet weather, their car lost control and started spinning. As the car was spinning rapidly, it miraculously missed each and every steel power pole along the roadside and all the surrounding cars. When I later spoke to my parents, my mother recalled that as they watched each pole flash by, they were sure that they would collide into the next one, or if not a pole, a car, and that would definitely be the end for them. They finally came to a halt, totally unharmed, with the car intact and facing in the right direction, and with all other cars well clear. She said it was as though God Himself had reached down with His Hand and saved them! I felt tremendous gratitude that Sri Chinmoy had brought the awareness of God's Protection into my life, and that he had taught me to value my parents more.

Tas (Melbourne)

I Prayed

I Prayed

One night while Guru was meditating at our meeting hall in New York, I was sitting in a car just outside the building, waiting for someone. A small group of young boys approached the open windows with a bag of firecrackers, and one boy aimed a mini-rocket toward the windows. I prayed. The fuse was lit. I prayed harder. The stick of the mini-rocket turned in the boy's hands and sputtered out. The boys fled in amazement.

Mukti (Ottawa)

Guru's Voice

Guru's Voice

Three years ago, when I had been a disciple of Sri Chinmoy only a few days, something very unusual happened. While I was on vacation in Greece, I was meditating at midnight, when suddenly the thought came to me that somebody in my family would die. I was so shocked and scared because the feeling was so strong and clear, like an absolute reality. I couldn't sleep, and I felt that only if I prayed could I help. It was such a powerful feeling that I almost could hear a voice saying, "Pray, pray." I was praying all day—I didn't even know who it was for; I just prayed for someone in my family. After a few days this intense feeling disappeared and I felt that nobody would die. When I crossed the border into the Czech Republic, I called home and my brother told me that my mother was in the hospital. The doctors didn't know exactly what was wrong. As soon as I arrived home, I went to visit my mother. She didn't look well, but she was very happy that I had come to see her. I came again the next day, but to my surprise, my mother wasn't in her room and her bed had been prepared for another patient. I found the doctor and he told me that my mother was in intensive care because she had had an emergency operation at 3 a.m. Her appendix had burst and a few organs in her abdominal cavity had become inflamed. The doctor said she was really lucky to be alive because it was very serious and she could have easily died. When I heard this I immediately remembered the experience I had had. I strongly feel that it was God's compassion which had saved my mother and that it was Guru's voice telling me to pray and have faith.

Lenka (Czech Republic)